Dear Kristen,
I skip most of classes a good majority of the time, I spend the money mostly on clothes, but a great amount on food. I've probably gained so much weight.. I don't know. My biggest fear is getting fat; one of the biggest reasons I do not want to have children. Have you ever thought about having children? Are you afraid of getting fat?
It's weird to think that I moved 2,000 miles away... isn't also weird to think that I still think we're friends! HA! What a laugh! We're not.... I know we're not, no need to remind me... but please do; bring me back to reality. Gosh, I'm so fucked up huh? I like to blame it on my biological father.... but it's probably me not having ever dealt, nor acknowledged what he is, or has done. I do not talk about it, yet it is not one of my biggest secrets. What is? I do not know...
I'm trying to find myself. My answer is to just keep drawing... girl... what the fuck? Oh my God. Why am I still writing letters to you, knowing that we're not even still friends. We aren't, right? I don't know...
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